Remains of my existence!!!

Feeling of ecstasy left me ages ago
but the marsh inside me that keeps me pulling down,REMAINS;

The zeal for future has vanished somewhere
but the wish to not let go off the present ,REMAINS;

The world around me is like a busy fare
but the loneliness and sinking feeling in my heart ,REMAINS;

The force that pushed me forward has long ceased to exist
but the dreams and the compulsion to fit in somewhere here ,REMAINS !!!