Saturday, March 17, 2007

Is our world flat?

My mind is in a chaos. There are some things which I fail to comprehend and others which I understand partially.
I have been reading "The World is Flat " by Thomas L. Friedman for the past few weeks. It is a highly informative book which fully describes the forces which have shaped the world in the past 10-15 years.
The author has not left any such thing untouched , which in one way or the other affects our lives nowadays.
From , Fall of Berlin Wall to Rise of Asian Tigers;From terrorism perpetrated in the name of Islam to global warming and imminent shortage of energy, there is nothing which the author has not described.The book is a source of immense information for all those who want some serious reading. Though it becomes a bit dry and slow in the middle but you will love it by the time you reach its end.
The examples which the author has quoted to substantiate his findings are realistic and interesting for anyone who keeps in touch with the latest happenings around the world.Not only it whets one's appetite to know more about some aspects of globalisation but also inspires one to think about a lot of things.
For me the most interesting parts of the book have been those which talk about the industry I am working in(offshore-onshore model,included) and growth in Asia.
Three to four days back when I had read over two-thirds of the pages,this incident about Nandigram voilence took place.
Suddenly, I felt that whatever I was reading in "The World is Flat " is a farce.
I questioned myself , whether all these big talks about technology and flattening really carry any meaning for people who were killed and injured in nandigram and for farmers who find committing suicide a better option than paying back their debts.
I feel that the disparity is too wide and too painful. The development doesnot encompass every section of our society and as we always hear-The rich keep growing richer and the poor,become poorer.I know it is something we hear often,but it sounds cliched because it is so true.
Every time I sit in a rickshaw something in my mind gets triggered and I start calculating the income of the rickshaw puller and get perturbed by the kind of physical effort they put in and the amount they earn.
Two days back I was amused with a piece of news that I read in TOI. It talked about some kind of a ***** star kennel in Gurgaon, where rich dogs...OOps, I mean dogs kept by rich people are driven in Luxury cars to spend quality time in open spaces.There are some which don't have salad if it is not cut in a particular form and there are others which need a full sized bed to lie upon with people around.Amazing !!!
I also love pets and don't like atrocities on animals. But the point I want to make is about DISPARITY and availabilty of MEANS.

It looks and sounds painful...Is'nt ?

Ps: Thomas .L.Friedman does talk about these issues as well.It is just that when these thoughts arose in my mind I had not read the following pages which talked about obstacles to flattening.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

???

Ever wished something for someone u love too dearly???
Ever prayed so hard that tears dropped from your eyes???

Ever found something very materialistic and still struggled hard to get it???
Ever cried on having missed it one other time???

Ever felt disillusioned towards what you wanted from life
Or Ever wondered and questioned what life wanted from you???

Ever stood at a crossroad deciding which path to take,
and then felt lost before taking a path???

Ever wondered why years passed by and you could not
celebrate life???

Ever asked when would that moment arrive when u wud sit and njoy !!!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

William Ernest Henley. 1849–1903

Invictus

OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.


It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Intangible Services

Many of my friends and colleagues tell me that , they grew up with the ambition of becoming a software engineer and there are many others who have landed up in this job without the slightest inclination towards it.

While I don't belong to the former group, I don't fit in the latter as well.
I was brought up with the idea that I din't have to be an engineer or doctor.
I remember when I was in 11th standard , how I wanted to hide from my dad the news that the dates of screening test for IITs were out and many of my classmates had already bought the forms.And once , at the breakfast table I blurted out the same unintentionally :( I was then scolded by dad for being negligent.
Subsequentally , dad bought the application form and got it filled by me , inspite of my utmost resistance(y shd I take this test when I don't want to be an engineer?--were the words I kept uttering all the time).
I also remember many of my classmates , opting for coaching classes (Brilliant tutorials)which could prepare them for many of the entrance exams.
I was considered one of the brightest students in the class but something in me stopped me from taking extra trouble for something,which I at that time felt , I dint want to do .
This was about 7-8 yrs back .Ultimately I did go for engineering and today I am working in a software company like millions of other people.

My dad is a doctor and has never used a computer in his life.Not that doctors are prohibited from using computers but it's just a matter of his personal choice and intiative. I had a tough time when we bought a computer for me and my sister's use in home 3 yrs back.I found it hard to satiate his inquisitiveness and explain him why 512MB of RAM is better than 256 MB and what is windows NT , what purpose does it serve and if it is there y cant he see it like monitor and keyboard;that too when it is so costly.

Some of my close relatives and my grandparents are just happy seeing me doing well for myself.But they also find hard to comprehend the kind of work I do and I am usually asked the question-what is it that you produce using a computer that you are paid so well?What actually is a software?
And I have been giving the same answer for ages .The simplest example I can think of is , automation of railway tickets reservation system in India :)
Even though I know , what millions of us do is much beyond that.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Automata Theory

Excerpt from the book " The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari "

"I thought that, ultimately, life is all about
choices. One's destiny unfolds according to the choices one makes,
and I felt certain that the choice I had made was the right one. I
knew my life would never be the same and that something marvellous,
maybe even miraculous, was about to happen to me. It was an
amazing awakening."



People who have done engineering in the field of computers(dabbas) might have studied "Automata Theory" in one or the other semester during their course.

I find a stark resemblance between the subject and my life.It is generally believed that everything in our life is pre-decided by almighty and comes written in our destiny.

However , no one can offer any proof for this except for people who have worked really hard to achieve something in life, have left no stone unturned and have the right mix of qualties needed to achieve a goal.Infact, even they cannot prove that it is destined .Finding no other reason for failures and blaming everything on destiny gives some respite to the battered souls.
As they say "waqt se pehle aur kismat se zyaada kisiko kuch nahi milta".Well,this famous line has always brought a smile on my face during bad times cos it makes me feel that there is someone else responsible for my state of affairs and not me ;-)

Coming back to automata theory; I remember studying finite state machines(FSM) where in input at one state used to decide what the next state would be for the machine.
At any particular state there could be more than one states which the machine could switch to depending on the inputs provided.

I feel the same could be the thing with the lives of us humans as well. There are many times when one has to choose one option from a given set of choices(all equally lucrative/important).Well,digressing a bit I will like to state that in one of my last blogs I had stated that God would never put one in a dilemma which is difficult to escape.My opinion on this has changed a bit as he seems to be putting me to tougher and more interesting tests day after day.First he put me in dilemma and helped me escape from it.Now, he puts me in dilemmas and asks me to decide myself. :)

Coming back to where I was,I think choosing one thing or taking a decision determines one's next state/stage in life and hence these states shape's one life.And God also has flexible plans(Agar state A par gaye to aage ye hoga aur agar state B par gaye to kuch aur)
But then I wonder y did he not make it simple.Y more than one states at a time???

May be this is what brings regrets(wo kiya hota to aaj yahan na hoti...) or satisfaction(thank god I dint opt for that!!!)

Well, no one knows how it all goes but still it is a good hypothesis.what say???